I’m utterly sick of this world. Why is it, that everyone wants life to be perfect and free of pain, and yet that is never the reality? Life seems like a cruel joke. It makes us want to reproduce and pass on the pain of living, where it seems the only escape from that pain is to find a mate and raise kids. What if it’s all a sick trick to keep us trapped in this cycle?Â
Why does the universe even exist in the first place? Who are we really? What are we? I swear that I never want to return to this universe EVER AGAIN. I want out of it altogether. I hope that when I die, I’ll never have to return.
Why am I even here in the first place? It doesn’t make sense. I would’ve never wanted to live in this world. It’s imperfect, terrorizing, painful, etc. etc. I would never want to bring a new life into this world. I would never want to put another through the pain that I feel.
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Did you ever see the Matrix? Do you remember that there was a problem that the aliens had when they made the program perfect for humans? They would wake up because they could not accept a perfect life.
I think that that has a real element of truth to it. Technically speaking, there is nothing stopping anyone from experiencing a perfect life, really any life that they could imagine. Outside observers would claim that you were insane perhaps, but for you internally, there is no reason that you cannot create a perfect universe in which to exist specifically crafted to please you. It is just a matter of belief.
Not that having belief is easy. We seem to find it so much easier to believe that everything is horrible, those things which we “see” externally. But we can interpret what we “see” to have any meaning in which we desire. Sadly, it is common that we simply just can’t accept or believe that which is good. I have no idea why that is myself. So we “wake up” into a world that we allow “others” to create for us.
I know that I wish I could control my beliefs much more than I do. And I am horrible at changing my beliefs, hence my lifelong treatments for mental disorder. 😀
Was terrified to watch the Matris….ever read the book?….i think maybe Greg Braden comes to mind….quite possibly wrong BTW irspow and anyone else for that matter….i found “The Four Agreements”…helped quite a bit….for me….just saying….to understand the concept of belief and thought in the first place…told u i was a slow learner….also someone posted a link to a video by Anita Moorjani…i think that’s right……was awesome….helped with the whole “seeing” dilemma….she has a great analogy about plates…just thought if you hadn’t already….you might like it….you too Ethereal
it was perfect…it is perfect…it will be perfect…and you are perfect
as a seeker Ethereal you ask yourself all the toughest questions….some there just are no fast and easy answers to….please keep looking
Live, Learn, Laugh Always Laugh
Amakua
“The search for Reality is the most dangerous of all undertakings, for it destroys the world in which you live.â€
and he gets me again….wow….irspow…you rock….thank you…what i have been trying to explain….the words….marbles in my mouth……razors at my fingertips….but the music….now we’re talking….just saying…
Love
Who and what you are?…pure unconditional love.
Why are you here? You chose to become physically focused in order to experience contrast.
That causes you to expand, so you either resist or go with that flow.
When the flow gets too fast, we resist. To the degree you resist
is to the degree negativity comes into your perspective and vibe.
It’s all good actually, the good, the bad, the ugly…all of it. It’s a
matter of your perspective finding harmony with that. Is it easy, uh..
as you are finding…no!
Best thing to do? Focus your thoughts on how YOU want to feel. We want and do
because we think we will feel better in the having or doing. You
can conjure good feeling thoughts simply by focusing your mind in
that way. When you ONLY focus on what you want and how you
want to feel, you’ll attract that into your experience and the world
that you think is so terrible will fall away. When you realize you’re
the co-creator of your own reality you will see how you can manifest
a better time for yourself in the midst of what perceptually appears
a chaotic world. Refrain from focusing on what is or what you so
believe to be true and follow the laws of attraction. You’re world
will rock in a new and interesting way. Good luck and all the best!