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Still not brave enough

by fatasstiger
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I have struggled with the desire to kill myself for over 20 years. I feel like a total failure. Despite being married and financially stable with my job, it isn’t good enough. One day I will be brave enough.

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7 comments

apathic_zombie 12/19/2011 - 7:15 pm

Alot depends on your emotional state,
don’t you worry for being not ready,
just make sure you really want this and everything will work.
If you’re not sure you want this-it is OK.Maybe you could solve a problem which is killing you.Or problems…bond them into one if possible.

muspelhem 12/19/2011 - 7:33 pm

In my personal experience, attempting suicide is not about bravery.

It’s about being so shit scared of life that you try to escape into death.

Do people close to you know of these feelings you have?

Jmo 12/19/2011 - 9:32 pm

you feel exactly like me my friend. i am sorry.

Baal Zebub 12/19/2011 - 9:45 pm

You can’t kill yourself because you does not really want to die.

And for the muspelebhausjblabla:

Suicide have nothing in commom with “being shit scared of life”.
Give us a break.

muspelhem 12/20/2011 - 6:37 am

@ Baal Zebub:

Hi fuckface.

First off, learn your fucking grammar.

Second, learn my fucking name.

Third, since you’re a fucking dimwit, don’t pretend to be clever.

Fuck you.

Amakua2309 12/20/2011 - 9:25 am

although i agree with you muspelhem….in theory…the language?….are you okay?….i have had issues with the same poster…..

he isn’t a dimwit….actually the complete opposite….but his light is very dim….but like my mom used to say about me…..you’re so smart you’re stupid

you’re point about wanting death only to escape what you fear which is life….mostly cuz you don’t understand it…..is spot on….unfortunately most of us are afraid of life for a reason…..and until those issues are dealt with…..we continue to suffer…..

me…after 7 failed attempts….which turned out to be successes btw….i’m going to do my work here and now…..maybe i can earn an early exit?…..

wherever you go…..there you are…..the is the ultimate truth IMO

Peace

muspelhem 12/21/2011 - 5:56 am

@ Amakua2309

Hi 🙂 Yeah, thanks for asking. I just felt that Baal Zebub had really gone and earned a piece of my mind.

Your plan for making the best of life sounds sensible 🙂

Good luck!

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