i tried to not feel the way i do i tried not to cut
i got out the house and tried to make friends and keep a job
but i still feel the way i have done
im not loved or cared for my sister hates me i got no one to turn to
i sit a lone all day things be better if i was not here anymore
but i cart ever do that right i tried and it did not work
but i got a plan to end it all end this hell and pain i go tho every day.
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Havent we all -got a plan but i hope you dont use it,ive tryed and failed13 odd times ehen i was in my 20s ive made it to 43and the old feelings are back.i find it embarrassing but i used to cut too my arm was a mess so i git it fixed up because seeing the scares made me want to do it more.have you got a coucillor?none of us are alone we may think we are but we are not dont give up im sure the answers are out there somewhere we just have to hang on to hope as my shrink says sometimes i leave crying in my car feeling like a complete looser but just try and make some friends talk to a stranger even youd be surprised how often they are feeling the same waybor have something good to say above all dont give up death is final how can you feel better if you cant feel at all?hugs and love comming your way i know i could use one myself how old are you??
im 22 and i have tried for the last year but it done not make any deffo
Human instinct is to live.
Society itself prefers life to death even when rapists, murderers, pedophiles should be executed.
Even when people are in a vegitative state people hang on for a chance.
Thing is so much points towards life that many of us who want an end to it have a hard time.
We have to fight against ourselves and everything we have learned while alive.
The question is do you want the pain to end or do you want everything to end?
People here who have survived and do live can give you suggestions on how to deal with life in a living fashion.
All I can tell you is to make sure because death ends all possibilities.