I thought…

I don’t know how old you are Morgan…but only you can fix you. If you focus on people judging you then that’s what you are creating for yourself. People do all sorts of stuff, but why are you paying attention to it and giving it power over you to feel crappy? You believe in order to feel good you need outside validation…it isn’t true! You decide how you want to feel…it’s a maturing process that takes some time. If you can find someone to help you, great! If you don’t get real with you, you’ll just keep looping over and over in your head about your issues. You’re a fantastic person, beautiful…you just haven’t met her yet!

You best find a counselor who can help you charge up your self esteem about yourself because somewhere along the way someone did a number on you and you are abandoning yourself, hence the request to ask for someone to fix you. I’m guessing your family life wasn’t great…not sure if I replied in another one of your posts…check out John Bradshaw on youtube…watch the clips called ‘Homecoming’. Healing happens from within…and if you’re expecting someone to wave a magic wand, you’ll be waiting a while…There’s no judgement here, I”m being absolutely real with you and this is what people who really care about someone do. Take care.

What do you want to fix? How committed are you to changing your perspective. Are you obsessed with the crappy circumstances or are you obsessed with feeling good and thinking thoughts that encourage good feelings? There’s lots of support groups, you just have to want to do the work to search it out.

Again, you can stay on here wondering why things are the way they are…and again, that’s all you’ll get happening in your own head…or you can make a decision…I’ll say it again…make a decision whereby you take action and seek out a person or a support group where you can share your feelings. That is the way. Otherwise you’ll keep going through the same feelings. If you want that on some level…that’s okay…but just know, you can shift things. Only you! Everyone has there own cross to bear!