I hate that my mom walk around this house everyday and act as though she dont see the pain on my face,as though she dont know i desire to die,as if she dont know that this act is all a lie,and as if she dont wont me to leave
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Sometimes denial is our best defense against things that are too overwhelming for us to deal with. That’s what many families do.
:(. maybe she just doesn’t know what to say or do…
Drift this seems to be an ongoing problem for you. It really is up to you right now to go to someone who may hear you and talk to them about it. Student consellor? A teacher? A friend? Tell your mom and dad you feel ignored. Until you do something like this things will stay the same. I know how hard it is as I am in a similiar place. I feel invisible yet I don’t do much to be seen right now.
Utti …disappointed you took your art down ….but i saw it 🙂 ….. It’s actually very good if i may say ….
Thanks adastra. Wasn’t sure I wanted to share yet. That is stuff I did years ago. I do much different things now.
ur welcome Utti,
Gotta be quick to sneak that post past me … dawg would have loved the ‘dawg art’ ..,:)
Happy to see more if u want to provide me a link … 🙂
@uttilini i have no one to go to
you could go to the hospital. check yourself in
There is no way im.going back to the hospital
Drift there are always public services out there. when I was your age we didn’t have personal computers or cell phones and I still found this help on my own without anyone else helping find it. You can do it. Trust me.
@drift you can start small… start by calling a hotline or something. totally confidential. no need to be scared. Uttilini is right, with technology now the options are limitless. People will listen, if you talk…
Calling a hotline isn’t going to land you in the hospital. They may direct you to a group of people your age that you can talk with etc. There are all sorts of resources out there for people your age.
No, you won’t have to go to hospital. you can keep it all annonymous. I think your mom is just scared of saying the wrong thing and making things worse, so it looks like she’s ignoring you when the truth is, she just doesn’t know how to make it better. It’s a terrible feeling for a parent, when you don’t have all the answers and you just want to protect your kid.