it seems i never belong anywhere, not with my friends.. not even on this site.. not on this world.. not in my family… i don’t know what do to… i think I’m done…
all i want to do is go to sleep and never wake up.. stay in my dream land… its way better then here…
i believe we create our own heaven and hell… and you enter them lots. we go into our hell, but some how find a way out and end up in our heaven.. we make it as we live our life… hopefully this make sense. but right now i know I’m in my hell.. and i need someone to pull me out, becuz the whole I’m i is to deep for me to get out alone…
remember when we were young? and the world wasn’t a bad place. id do anything for that to be reality.. but no.. there is people out there.. and the world is a bad place…. how much i want to change this but, i can’t….
im all alone… i feel as if I’m screaming my face off in a crowded room and no body bothers to look up…
-Morgan………..
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This isn’t hell..although it may seem that way..I understand how you feel. I went roller skating yesterday just to make me feel young again..guess what? I slept all day today..sore and sick..I’m too old to be acting like a kid & I’m to young to be wanting to die but I go on day after day just waiting for the day that will make sense..I know where it started, I know what ive went through but the future is all I hope for now. When? Why? How?..movies made more since when I was young..now they seem old, been there, done that..or some are just plain annoying. I don’t enjoy reading..I just want to be young & blind to all the bad in this world. I want it to erase my mind. I want to be happy again.
Yes I want to be happy again too…
The world is a great place! How does believing the opposite help you? A belief is something you tell yourself over and over, til it becomes a truth for you…that’s all, so tell yourself the opposite. You have choice, and you are making choices that are not in service of your happiness. Go the other way in your head. If you know that we create our own heaven and hell then follow the instruction laid out for you. Focus your mind only on what you want and how good you want to feel.
Where’s my place in the world? You decide what that is, and if you’re still uncertain…you say to the universe…”Show me my place in the world”, or “I want to know my place in the world”!!! You have to decide, if you don’t decide you’ll keep asking questions….get it? Make a decision, there is no right or wrong. The most important thing for you is to make a decision! Simple!
It’s harder then you think….
I know exactly how hard and how easy it is…it’s called experience.
i guess yah… sorry.