You say I’m always happy, and that I’m good at what I do, but what you’ll never realize is, I’m a damn good actress too.I know it seems like I’m this strong person who can get though anything, but inside I’m fragile. I’ve had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I’m afraid of is shattering.and Maybe I am crazy because I laugh to make the pain pass by. I have those times I want to cry and dont know why. And Ive realized  I’ve been a loser all my life. I’m not about to change for you . If you don’t like it, there’s a door. Nobody made you stay.
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Laughter isn’t only the best medicine. It is also the best disguise.
I hear ya.
None of my friends knows I cut myself. Simply because I always smile.
I agree. thats what I do. And I hate that they all think I’m happy. im not
Yeah me too.
I wish it was easy to kill myself. I’d done it by now..
Well, good thing you havent , because then i wouldnt have you to talk to
“You can pretend anything and master it.”
~ Milton H. Erickson M.D. Patriarch of modern Hypnosis.
i like that quote.