there is days where i don’t want to get out of bed. people say i’m looking for attention, but i’m really not… i cut and do drugs to make me feel happy to feel better. its not good its not smart i know that but its hard not to want to feel happy… i just need help finding out where this all started, my life’s not that messed up, but there’s people that might tell me different. my sister was a user too maybe i got it from her? she walked out of my life at a young age and i never had her around, but i could say the same for my dad i see him, but we’re distant we never talk when around each other, but i guess that’s all i can say… i feel dead inside. Â
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Hello Kyra :]
Why don’t u try to start talking with dad? Older people usualy have many things to say to give advice, but they just dont start first..
It’s not that easy… I try to talk to him but every thing I seem to say he shuts me down say something I said was wrong or it’s mean when it’s really not… 🙁
men logic u know..
Okay I’ll try…. And I’ll comment on what happened. Thanx.
It’s all in your childhood. Your folks are supposed to be unconditionally loving and appreciative of you. When they carry this same attitude it reflects on you and that’s what you learn is the way. Since you haven’t had that kind of support and guidance you’ve had to grow up faster than normal and make up rules for yourself that your finding now don’t work. Not our fault. But that’s how it works. Be gentle with yourself. Care not what anyone else has to say and do what’s best for you. If you can get off the drugs, great…there is no substitute for love…unconditional…home grown love. So do your best to unconditionally love and appreciate yourself. You don’t need a reason, just a decision. Take care.