i know that i need to be back in the hospital but i just dont want to go but these thoughts that i am having are just not right .i just dont understand i just got out the hgospital and im still extremly suicidal.i cant keep going on like this it hurts so bad every since i got out the hospital all i can do is cry, cry because of my pain cry because i dont understand, and cry begging god to just end it all an i know these thoughts are highly dangerous and any day now i could act upon them.i just need help i need to be in the hospital but i just dont want to go back):
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I wish i could go with you. i know how you feel, i was in the hospptil a month ago. And all thats happened was my cutting got worse. I dont want to go back but im scared that i might kill my self. I cant say that i know it sucks going back because i havent gone back. but you need to think it might suck at the time. But u need help, and you shouldnt have to take your life over it. When you could have prevanted it..
If you need anything emil me
schneiderang@apsfalcons.net
you cant expect one trip to the hospital to fix everything. It takes work. Therapy, to get a long term solution.