I’ve never posted here before, I feel too horrible to write much about myself yet.. But I might be pregnant which will give me something to live for….but I won’t know for a week or two still…so right now, I will slice up my arm, wear long sleeves and listen to music to try and feel better…augghh ftw -_________-
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conqradulation’s!I wish I had a baby qirl on the way:)!
thank you 🙂 I just hope I can be good enough for it.
Congrats! 🙂
All I’ve got are nieces myself. So if you do end up being pregnant, I’m glad for you and hope you have a great future.
Hope you can kick the habit of cutting, though I know it isn’t easy(haven’t been able to either).
Wish you can find something to keep you going if you end up not being pregnant, just hope for happiness.
What music you listenin’ to eh?
Also feel free to post about anything, to vent, etc whenever you please and are comfortable with it, I’d like to say SP is here for you…
Hi rendeebar,
I have no idea what’s brewing inside, but I encourage you to find friends who will support you, and make you less “not okay”. It only gets worse when we settle down where we are and decide that we are “not okay”. I urge you to make the effort to get out of the pithole. It is possible, because you were not created to suffer in this world. You were created by the Creator to enjoy life, and enjoy it abundantly.
Cheers.
I don’t think you are ready to have a child now, how will you take care of somebody else, if you can’t take care of yourself ? You have to be good with yourself to raise a kid, or you gonna make it suffer, I know it because my mother was also unstable and she make a ts when I was only seven years old and I’ve seen her suffer for 17 years, she’s gone now I know what it is to have an unstable mother so I hope that if your pregnan you gonna think to abortion, It doesn mean that you never gonna be able to be a good mother.. but begin to take care of yourself now, please don’t make suffer an other one.