I’ve decided to tell you guys all about my life… Even tho there are some things I regret and some things I’m not proud of. I need to get them off my chest and tell someone… So here is goes…
I was born on June 2.
My mother had to have a C-section becuz I was coming out feet first.
At about age 5 I started biting my nails (I now almost have none left)
When I started elementry school i wasn’t poplins or anything. I had a few friends and that’s all I needed..
In grade 4 me and this girl named Vanessa decided to become bffs. We fought a LOT. Then in grade 7 she started bullying me. And since she turned poplar almost everyone backed her up. My mom got breast cancer to that year.. That’s the year my depression started. It usually whent on and off. I lied about smoking so I could get attention becuz my mom had cancer and my friends didn’t seem to really care….
She got surgery and now she doesn’t have cancer…..
In grade 8 I started a band. I played piano (I’ve been playing for 7/8 years now) we broke up 3 months later. But it was fun while it lasted
I’m grade 8 I found out my friend was cheating on her boyfriend so I did the right thing and told him about it. I even had a video so he wouldn’t know I was lying. They broke up and now that friend hates me and started bullying me too. Me and he ex boyfriend stayed in touch. I ended up falling for him… His name is Garrett…
Summer I went to BC and had a wonderful time.
In November I did some sexual things with Garrett. I’m not to proud of it. But I don’t refer it either.
I was depressed during that and I have been ever since..
I tried killing myself by jumping off a bridge. I didn’t have the guts… I tried again a week later. Still couldn’t do it…
(oh forgot to mention I started cutting in grade 7)
And another thing… Me and Garrett kinda sexted… I didn’t send pictures or anything. There’s no way I’d ever do that! But he has a girlfriend so I told him maybe we should do it anymore. He agreed and now I dong think he will talk to me ever again enless he’s single…. It hurts….
He is the reason I’m on this site tho…. He told me to get some help and I was crazy for ging suicidal. Then ignored me for a week. And since I liked him I did what I could to get some help….
Well that’s just a bit of my life…. I could write way more but I don’t have the time right now…
Oh and my sister beats on me… When we were younger and she baby sat me she threatened to kill me everytime I’d piss her off. She still does. But I’m not as scared anymore becuz I’m used to it….
Well that’s all for now…
-Morgan…..RawrImaTurtle!
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And I know my life doesn’t seem as bad as most peoples. And it probably isn’t even close. But it’s hard to write down everything that happens…
Oh and I started have nightmares in grade 6 and sexual asatle an I’d wake up crying everynight becuz of them…. I don’t know why I’d have dreams like that becuz I have never been abused sexually…. And I still have nightmares up to this day. En less something happens to prevent them…
You know I would never be mean to you but you seem a bit vulnerable when it comes to boys. Wait for the right one and don’t let anyone make you do something that you want to.
I know your mum getting ill must have been a stressful time but that is over now.
Bully’s can be difficult to deal with. If you let them know they can’t hurt you they will soon stop. Hey, if I wasn’t on the other side of the world I would make you point them out to me and believe me, they wouldn’t as much as look at you again.
Duke
Yes I thinks its becuz I watch and read all bout love..
And 😀
I have been thru pretty much the same stuff as you have been, jan, 1 i lost my virginity and got pregnant, i found out yesterday i had a mis carriage, my dad beat my mom when she was pregnant with me and i only had a 5 % chance of being born alive, i have been thru some hard things too so if you ever want to talk about anything , im always here to listen(:
Thank you keke
Anytime.
You might think it’s the right thing to tell your friend’s bf that she’s cheating on him. And I kind of agree. But you have to understand the consequences. You have to know that you risk losing that friendship, because she will feel totally betrayed… and it’s true, it is a betrayal. Epecially since you started going with the guy after. Your friend prob thinks that the only reason why you told the guy was so they would break up and you could date him.
Next time… just stay out of it. Simpler for everyone.
Guys say ‘bro’s before hoes’… I say ‘chicks before dicks’… well I don’t really like calling women ‘chicks’ but it’s sort of the only thing that rhymes.