I am completely unable to concentrate on my work because I am completely unable to stop thinking about the blade in my purse and the things i want to break and the cuts i want to make and the blood i want to spill and the pills i want to find and take and and and and and i feel like i am going completely insane and i don’t care about anything at all except for hurting myself. Â i can’t even concentrate on DBT skills which I promised to practice. Â i can’t concentrate on anything. Â i just want to hurt myself–with pills with knives with anything at all i can find. Â does anyone have ideas?
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Don’t do anything please, just chill.
i wish i could i do i do i just don’t have any idea how!!!
have sex.
jk. Don’t hurt yourself.
Do what you did last time and call a friend over.
my friend has been staying with me. i don’t know why but i am just descending in spite of everything. my mom said she doesn’t know how many more times she can handle my problems and my psychologist said she doesn’t want to see me anymore, that i am irrational and have distorted thinking. my doctor literally won’t believe me when i say i am suicidal.
sounds to me like you need to find a better psychologist. what a jerk.:( i’m glad your friend is with you. i know sometimes it takes awhile to find a good doctor,just don’t give up. it’s not right,but we as patients have to make sure we get the right treatment because the doctors aren’t always looking out for us. hang in there!
I agree with ellachristina… and I had to re-read your comment to make sure I read it correctly the first time. At first, I thought perhaps your psychologist was challenging your way of thinking… in an attempt to probe you or elicit more information. Not that I would agree with that strategy… But that doesn’t seem to be the case. I’m glad your friend is staying with you. Like ellachristina said, sometimes it takes a little bit to find a provider on the same page as you… When it happens, it’s a blessing. It just takes some time, sometimes.