ending it would be so easy. Â there are so many ways and so many options. Â i own little to be sorted and have so little money in the bank its immaterial. Â there are no worries. Â it would be…just…so easy. Â and it’s so tempting. Â no more pain. Â no more impulses tugging me. Â no more fighting. Â none. Â gone. Â the end.
but it’s my mother’s face finding me dead that stops me.
if i could cut the strings and die everything would peacefully fade into grey.
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That’s how I feel. I don’t want to hurt my dad this way. he would be crushed if his only daughter took herself out.
sooner or later, we all gotta go. it’s our only guarantee in life. sooner seems to be the cards I was dealt.
i can’t get it out of my head it is always there. it torments me and takes over. i can’t control it. trying to hold in there for my mom
i’m struggling with this decision
What you own and how much money you have does not indicate the value of life. Value factors in your hopes, ambitions, desires, and where your heart is. Instead of cutting the strings, I’d work on strengthening them. You can do this. No doubt.