i thought about suicide i almost tired i wrote the letters to the ones i think that would actually care if i died but it doesnt matter my bestfriend loves my ex that i still love i try to put a smile on so they can have a happy life. a couple months and we will be going to different school and maybe the pain will stop it wont matter because he made me fall for him i did this a time before and it ended the same way and i found out that he just used me. i sit hear and wonder does anyone care or do they just say that. so i wont it doesnt matter. im just myself and that isnt good for anybody
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I care, Rachel… and many others here do, too. You are absolutely good… Never let anybody tell you otherwise. You deserve more than that. Always be yourself… Please don’t allow others to change you.
im so glad i have people to relate to
We care – and as distant said, don’t allow other people change who you are.
You don’t need to change and you are good and more than enough for people.
I’m sorry to hear that your ex used you, some people can be real jerks…
thank you it gives me i little more reason to live
You’re not alone, Rachel… We’re all working our way forward… slowly… but steadily.