not today dis its too late…..the dam has cracked …it is a battle i have fought b4, but b4 i didnt have u or this site so i am going to keep posting n hope it dosent annoy anyone i am having my own personnal battle right now n it loks like all of u might b living it out with me….i am crying…there is nothing anyone on here can do but just let me know u are here…o shit this sux…
No it’s not going to annoy anyone at all. That is what this site is for. Some people find my flagrant posting of football scores anoying. I have been in that situation too. I even smashed a cup off my head and my mum started crying. So keep posting and take it out using words.
so far luck is on my side as of rite now i have dis n duke….ty…..i still want to S C R E A M !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n rip my hair out n fall on the floor inb a fit and just effin melt into nothing n b gone….
ok im fucking tired , there is NO fucking way i am EVER going to get the husband to side with me, it is frustrating and we r only going to grow apart, i new this wen i got my diagnosis in jan n decided to tell him the truth, shudve kept my muth shut!
A marriage based on truth has a foundation which is commensurately sound. You did the right thing and your husband probably already knew without you having to say anything. It may have been your defining characteristics which appealed to him at first instance and surely before making a commitment he would have considered the direction your marriage was likely to take. If you cannot be honest with your husband then the notion of marriage would be rendered meaningless. I am sure he will support you, that you will not always feel this way and that you both have a arduous yet rewarding future together.
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hi maibri… I have these days, too… I hope whatever has upset you begins to fade.
not today dis its too late…..the dam has cracked …it is a battle i have fought b4, but b4 i didnt have u or this site so i am going to keep posting n hope it dosent annoy anyone i am having my own personnal battle right now n it loks like all of u might b living it out with me….i am crying…there is nothing anyone on here can do but just let me know u are here…o shit this sux…
No it’s not going to annoy anyone at all. That is what this site is for. Some people find my flagrant posting of football scores anoying. I have been in that situation too. I even smashed a cup off my head and my mum started crying. So keep posting and take it out using words.
Absolutely keep posting… like Duke said, that’s what this site is for. Keep talking…
so far luck is on my side as of rite now i have dis n duke….ty…..i still want to S C R E A M !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n rip my hair out n fall on the floor inb a fit and just effin melt into nothing n b gone….
No melting… Scream if you need to… Keep moving forward.
ok im fucking tired , there is NO fucking way i am EVER going to get the husband to side with me, it is frustrating and we r only going to grow apart, i new this wen i got my diagnosis in jan n decided to tell him the truth, shudve kept my muth shut!
A marriage based on truth has a foundation which is commensurately sound. You did the right thing and your husband probably already knew without you having to say anything. It may have been your defining characteristics which appealed to him at first instance and surely before making a commitment he would have considered the direction your marriage was likely to take. If you cannot be honest with your husband then the notion of marriage would be rendered meaningless. I am sure he will support you, that you will not always feel this way and that you both have a arduous yet rewarding future together.
TY Duke~ i do not want him to suffer thru this, it is not fair, I CANNOT argue anymore i DO NOT have it in me n i told him this…