It doesn’t matter how good or upbeat my days are,
When night strikes and i’m all alone I just want to bury myself in a hole and never come out.
._.
I hate life.
Life is just really lonely lately. Like, there’s no-one around irl that understands what I feel like. Too much spare time to think about everything in my life at night time I guess.
I hear ya, supern0vaa… I struggle at night, too… because the body wants to sleep and the mind wants to think about everything possible under the sun. The people IRL who don’t understand… Have you tried to talk to them? You don’t have to tell everything… but maybe see if they understand bits and pieces?
I would like to talk to my few close-ish friends about everything that’s going on. But it seems like there is never the right time. No one ever brings up their problems, no one ever asks about mine. So I never know when an appropriate time is y’know?
Sometimes with close-ish friends you can bring it up… I’ve asked friends before if we can discuss something on my mind. Sometimes I won’t say everything if I’m not comfortable discussing it… but I’ll say enough to get it off my mind and maybe get some feedback. I think your close-ish friends would respect that… and I’m sure you would do the same for them. Sometimes people aren’t comfortable exchanging problems… and it takes one person to break the ice. I know where you’re coming from… It can be difficult.
I feel this way as well. Im sorry. I hope your nights get better and alot less lonely..I dont know about you but I know that my lonliness sets in at night when everythings quiet and im all alone.
Yeah. Me too. I just need to surround myself with good people. Thanks to you both, I personally notice that you guys are always on this website helping people deal with their difficulties so they’re just that littlest bit not as stressed. I think it’s awesome, and thanks because you’ve definitely commented on a few of mine. 🙂
You -deserve- to be surrounded with good people!… This site does have a great community… We’re all working on our particular challenges in life… and we can all help each other. 🙂
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hi supern0vaa… What’s going on?
Life is just really lonely lately. Like, there’s no-one around irl that understands what I feel like. Too much spare time to think about everything in my life at night time I guess.
I hear ya, supern0vaa… I struggle at night, too… because the body wants to sleep and the mind wants to think about everything possible under the sun. The people IRL who don’t understand… Have you tried to talk to them? You don’t have to tell everything… but maybe see if they understand bits and pieces?
I would like to talk to my few close-ish friends about everything that’s going on. But it seems like there is never the right time. No one ever brings up their problems, no one ever asks about mine. So I never know when an appropriate time is y’know?
Sometimes with close-ish friends you can bring it up… I’ve asked friends before if we can discuss something on my mind. Sometimes I won’t say everything if I’m not comfortable discussing it… but I’ll say enough to get it off my mind and maybe get some feedback. I think your close-ish friends would respect that… and I’m sure you would do the same for them. Sometimes people aren’t comfortable exchanging problems… and it takes one person to break the ice. I know where you’re coming from… It can be difficult.
I feel this way as well. Im sorry. I hope your nights get better and alot less lonely..I dont know about you but I know that my lonliness sets in at night when everythings quiet and im all alone.
Yeah. Me too. I just need to surround myself with good people. Thanks to you both, I personally notice that you guys are always on this website helping people deal with their difficulties so they’re just that littlest bit not as stressed. I think it’s awesome, and thanks because you’ve definitely commented on a few of mine. 🙂
You -deserve- to be surrounded with good people!… This site does have a great community… We’re all working on our particular challenges in life… and we can all help each other. 🙂
I love your post for some reason ;~;
It’s amazingful.
OOO!!!! Me too!!! to the post and @AtTheEnd’s comment
Really!? Thanks! x) oddly enough that cracked a smile on my face.
Yush it’s a wonderful post. Made me feel good inside lawl.
Lolol.
n.n we’re all weird here on the Suicide Project.