Constantly trying to save my kryptonite…which is you. You weaken me…but i HAVE to save you. Youre draining me of my will power..to live. But i have to save you…because once upon a time, even though we arent together anymore, you told me i’d always be your supergirl. And now, I drive you to your new girls house and let you spend days..and nights with me when she’s cheating on you. Its killing me to be near you, Kryptonite..But I’ll always be your supergirl.
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Hi Rain Alicia… This seems like a complex situation and I can understand the stress of it. My main point would be to not sacrifice yourself or allow yourself to be treated as second best. I admire your dedication and whatever decisions you make should be respected… Along the way of decision making, remember you are your best defender and #1 ally.
Thank you for the advice..i just still love him enough to give him evrything i have…the hard part is letting go. Superman could never stop saving lois lane..:(
So true. So true. Oh the irony of life, always loving those who dont love you back the most. Always wanting what you cant have.
Loving the ones that dont love you back…weakens us all
Just be careful… I understand what your heart is telling you… and the heart speaks quite loudly. I just don’t want to see you in a position where you’re constantly settling for second best… and, as a result, always treated like that.
I know…its just..he was all i had to live for…and if i let go of him..theres nothing
If you don’t let go of him, perhaps you’re putting yourself in a bad position now… and in the future? If there was nothing now, you wouldn’t be second best to anyone right now. Again… I respect whatever decision you make… and I really do understand how loud the heart can speak. A big part of me says that you could certainly find someone who believes in a 1:1 dating ratio… and treats you as their #1. No matter what, you should be happy. If you are happy, nobody (including me) can complain.
Youre really nice…im gonna take your advice..its just im gonna have to post like everyday on here cause i cant do it on my own…
There is nothing wrong with posting here everyday… This site has a really supportive community… and you won’t have to do it on your own. You’re among friends.
thank you so much..
I just wish i had someone supportive here
I don’t know what stage of life you’re in… but work, school, community service, clubs, houses of worship… are good places to meet people. Sometimes you meet someone when you least expect it… and that seemingly random friendship can become pretty significant.
college…i go to all of those and still…no one. it sucks that im a loser
I’m always supportive. Email me anytime you need to and i’ll reply within the next 24 hours, as i still have school, etc. My email is in my description.
I’m sorry, Rain Alicia… I thought when you said “here” you were meaning your hometown. Absolutely, I’ll do what I can to be supportive of you… always.
I did mean my hometown. People here are supportive but they seem unreal…like they cant give me hugs or anything..cant even text and i barely email. But youre really nice, you and Mary..thank you
You’re not a loser… Sometimes it takes a little bit of time. In the meantime, it’s an opportunity for you to focus on college… so that when you enter the working world, you’re ready… and when you do meet that special someone, you have a solid foundation.
You’re not a loser. YOU define your value in life… It’s not defined by those around you, what you own, or anything else. If you have a good heart and you’re setting yourself up for success, that’s a good start.
Yeahh but..its hard to get through college on your own. With no friends..it makes you want to give everything up…makes ME want to give everything up
Keep your eye on the prize, Rain Alicia… I know that it can make things tough… and as your classes continue, you may very well make friends. In college, I met friends not just in class but the library, study groups, student activities, and on off-campus trips. I’m not saying that it’s easy…. I’m just saying that, given some time, it’s certainly possible. Definitely don’t give up… Not on college and NOT ON YOURSELF. College is your ticket… The after-college world will let you make more decisions… and, at the point, anything can happen.
I will. Thank you.
People like you…keep people like us here
We’re all here together… I definitely have my struggles… You have your struggles… We all wound up here when things got pretty intense… and we can help each other move forward.
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Rain Alicia
I know what it feels like when your heart breaks in a romantic relationship, especially when you are very young and inexperienced but you shouldn’t share your precious feelings with thise who don’t deserve it. Sometimes you need years to find that special one and you may need even more years until you can trust him/her and share all you have with.
Good Luck
Tired Wanderer. You really are correct. Its just disgustingly hard to let go..it really is. *sigh* I wish i could be a better person..stronger.