Don’t make fun of me, I wrote this in like two seconds and it’s horrible but it made me feel better so I don’t care and if anyone makes fun of me I will be very upset. Like anyone cares, but still.
This is me crying
This is me sobbing
For the things I gave up
For the things I left behind
This is me looking up
And realizing I’m at the end
This is me turning back
And wanting to start again
Those are the hands holding me back
The laughter I face
The horror stopping me
That is the doorway I need to go through
To get to where I want to be
This is me unable to stand up
And walk away
When I knew I should haveÂ
This is me sitting on the floor
In the middle of a room
Bowing my head to the groundÂ
And shaking my body with each sob
This is me pushing away
Everyone that could help me faceÂ
These monstrous fears
That I can’t face on my ownÂ
This is me looking back
Why can’t I go back
I want to goÂ
I want to start again
Just let me
Let me experience this again
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Dark.
But an emotional read.
Tells more than what the words say.
I like this a lot.
Raw and powerful, honestly wasn’t expecting it to be as brilliant
That was far from being horrible, it was really amazing. It’s nice that you find writing to make you feel better, it does the same for me.