Again

I tried it again. By it i mean suicide. It want to die put i care about two people  a lot so i just can’t do that to them. It would be wrong and hurt them deeply. I want to die peacefully. I drank some rubbing alcohol last night. I hoped i wouldn’t wake up this morning. I feel really sick. I almost puked it tasted disgusting. I cut my wrist because i was mad i wasn’t dead. I might try again if i don’t die by Wednesday. I haven’t been eating because it hurts my stomach. well that’s all i have to say about my life. It helps to talk to people so if you want you can comment on my little  life update.

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