Ok so I cry every night. I feel weak, more Hurt, angry and alone and night. And I don’t really know why. Anybody have an idea? Night are just tough on me.. I can’t fall asleep without talking to someone or I just have a nightmare… I’m so alone and I feel so pathetic…!
I want to be done with this! Ugh! Why am I so sensitive? People make fun of me and it takes so much energy to hold back the tears till they leave. I can’t take this anymore!
-RawrImaTurtle…
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I can completely relate to u!!! nights r da toughest tymes for me 🙁 im in a really serious relationship nd wen he falls asleep early.. all my thoughts of suicide come rushinn back.. its like life is comin down nd crushin ur body.. i cry evry night too.. it makes me feel pathetic cuz evry other person i see looks soo happy nd they love themselves.. people like me nd u r jst gonna fear nights no matter wat we try.. unless u have some1 there wit u.. i cant wait til i get married.. jst to no dat i’ll be protected at night <3
Yah. I have a boyfriend. But it’s long distance and he got grounded so got all his devices he uses to talk to me taken away. But I’d usually talk to him every night. But when he’d fall asleep I’d just metl down and be so weak and alone