Hello SP.
I have met alot of great people on this site, some were in serious trouble and some just needed someone to listen. And up until now it was always me doing the counseling and i think i have helped most of the new friends i have made. But a new friend has helped me move forward with my life, I have felt guilty for years for the mistakes ive made, but i am starting to get past it now. And now i dont even know if she is ok.
she got into my heart and even the thought of her death is just world shattering, it is causing me emotional pain that i cant fully describe, whats worse is not knowing if she is ok.
So i dont think i will be coming back here. Its just to painfull when a friend leaves and you are left with only questions. and it has happened too many times.
goodbye SP, goodbye to all the people who have touched my life, I will never forget any of you. But if i lose anymore of you its going to depress me too much.
Solas suas an dorchadas (Light up the darkness)
Peace
🙂
Unique
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why ?
Could you be more specific, i think i explained my thoughts and feelings pretty well. What exactly are you asking?
I’m just going say it: did you try calling her?
@Clarity, i have tried every avenue open to me, it have been three days. Its not just her, its all of it, too many people, same story.
I can only take so much sorrow.
Please don’t leave !!
I am not trying to make light of your problem in your time of need & confusion but please try to understand this.
A few possible unreturnee calls or a few unanswered emails does not justify, in my opinion, severing ties with a network of supporters on this website that, even you admit has helped in some way in your past, and will love to assist others in a time of crisis?
it’s like breaking a leg and refusing to go to the hospital because your favorite doctor is not in at the moment. You see how that can be a little confusing.
well im going offline now
Bye
Peace
ok i think we all commented at within about 30 secs of each other, what are the chances, Im just so glad your still here Nobody915. Are you ok?
Hey unique! You’ve been a valuable part of SP…I’m sorry you’ve been left with only questions… I can understand how that can be painful. But I’ve seen you help people, and that’s wonderful. I guess it’s selfish to ask you to stay – but I do believe you make a difference – you help people so they don’t go, and you give an ear to those who need someone to listen. So I hope you realize the good you do here too… Though I can understand that it ’causes such pain… :/ If you do end up leaving, I do wish you the best…
@Nobody: Speaking of people disappearing 🙁 ! How are you?
I feel terrible. I can’t type properly right now, but i’m trying really hard to not make any mistakes.
Anyhow, I am terrible. I am sick. I am done- but something is stopping me from dying. I haven’t been on for a while as I was sleeping for a few days
Nevermind about me, UNIQUE WHY ARE YOU LEAVING?!
I also apologize for my disappearance. I wouldn’t leave without posting my “note””
Thanks Will, I imagion i will be drawn back within a few days or weeks, i have tried to leave before, but this Site has become very familiar.
I do need a few days to think and destress. Now that i know Nobody915 is ok, i might be able to get some sleep.
Peace
For a while anyway 🙂
Last piece of “advice”.
Katy Perry: fireworks
2pac: unconditional love
Warren Zevon: keep me in your heart
Chris Rice:go light your world
@nobody915, I dont want you to feel bad, thats the last thing i want.
Your not sick or terrible, why are you always so hard on yourself, you have done nothing wrong, your one of the nicest people i have ever met.
So your still planning on leaving us then 🙁
If it’s the last thing you want, then I will try my hardest not to feel bad. The last thing I want is to create trouble and worries for you (and everyone else on SP). You’re very nice yourself, i definately wished I knew more people like you.
… I’m not quite sure how to answer that here :/
Well thats too bad beacuse i do worry about you now, your my friend.
@WillTickin; I forgot to mention, I appreciate the concern but please don’t worry about me anymore 🙂
Unique; Although that means A LOT to me (thank you very much!! 🙂 I feel cared for) please don’t worry because I will cause you so much stress. I have a rather very complicated, introverted mind – please don’t worry about me. I care more for everyone else over myself (including the people who bully me) and you are one of the kindest, most selfless person I ever met. Thank you very much! I feel so cared for and it’s a great, happy feeling 🙂 But AGAIN, nevermind me, why do you want to leave SP? You give such great advice and you’re such a great listener! It would be such a huge loss for you to leave 🙁
Hm, well you’ll be welcomed back with open arms if that’s the case. Still, I don’t think any of us wish you more emotional pain…
Nobody; I fully agree with Unique, for one I’m glad you’re still here and you’re one of the nicest people I’ve met and wish you weren’t so hard on yourself…
Well I hope you have someone to talk to… Again, as Unique said, we worry about you.
Nope, I’m still going to be worrying. Sorry.
Its a deeply personal choice, one i am reconsidering. But if i do that my post will look silly 🙂
You say you care more for other people than you do yourself, then maybe its about time someone cared for you then. Theres nothing you can say really, im emotionally involved now, and i dont abandon my friends.
Honestly it was the feeling of not knowing if you were ok that was stressing me. i feel better just knowing your ok.
and my advice isant all that great, it is only my opition.
I would like you to read this I found online:
“I’m tired of being the one who cheers up people when they’re sad,
because when i’m the one in need of someone, nobody’s there to make me feel better”
That’s in response to my “i care more for other people than myself”
Thank you for caring, it’s a great feeling to be cared for 🙂 Though my sister just said to me not 4 seconds ago to “get a life”…
it’s never ending… is it
Please, unique and willtickin, don’t let me put stress on you. please, THAT puts stress on me
Don’t let anyone guilt trip you into staying here if it’s going to put you in emotional danger. You’re no good to anyone if you’re a wreck, so you need to take care of yourself first.