Years of harsh action will explode into one nasty reaction. Happens all the time. Lets all go out in style, make some noise, it’s our exit party. Start a new urban legand with your departure, be creative
“When life gives you lemons, don’t make lemonade. Make life TAKE THE LEMONS BACK. Get MAD! I don’t want your damn lemons, what am I supposed to do with these?!? Demand to see Life’s manager! Make Life RUE THE DAY it thought it could give Cave Johnson lemons. DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM? I’m the man that’s gonna BURN YOUR HOUSE DOWN. With the LEMONS! I’m gonna have my engineers invent a combustible lemon that burns your house down!!!!!” — Cave Johnson, Portal 2
(My favorite rant. When I feel trodden upon, I listen to it and it always helps. Can be found in several places on YouTube.)
You might not want to leave. I don’t know about any of you but I accept that ultimately I just wasn’t good enough. I did this to myself. That’s how it started and if I had the ability no one would have been able to get anywhere near me let alone help in my decline. When you blame yourself and not the world taking it out on someone or something else is not satisfying. I’m not an idiot. I know that I’ve lost all chance and it could not have been avoided.
Duke-maybe you are good enough. I find your posts incredibly insightful and I really like what you have to say. I always feel like I’m worthless and no one would even care if I died but maybe I am just using the wrong people’s standards. Don’t get me wrong-I’m still miserable as hell and I know I’m impossible to be around and I don’t have friends because I’m too needy and too depressed and no one wants to listen or hear it. I’m cynical and frustrated and suicidal but somehow just hearing some of the things people here say makes me think maybe I’m not worthless. Maybe I’m just a mess like everyone else here but maybe I just need to find the right company. I don’t know how to do that because I’m terrified of people and evertime I trust someone they hurt me more than the last person. But I don’t know. I just like what you say.
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lets start by creating the Easter possum, it sneaks into your house and eats the Easter eggs of bad children
Already there.
Going to live in decadence and pleasure the last few months before my demise.
“When life gives you lemons, don’t make lemonade. Make life TAKE THE LEMONS BACK. Get MAD! I don’t want your damn lemons, what am I supposed to do with these?!? Demand to see Life’s manager! Make Life RUE THE DAY it thought it could give Cave Johnson lemons. DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM? I’m the man that’s gonna BURN YOUR HOUSE DOWN. With the LEMONS! I’m gonna have my engineers invent a combustible lemon that burns your house down!!!!!” — Cave Johnson, Portal 2
(My favorite rant. When I feel trodden upon, I listen to it and it always helps. Can be found in several places on YouTube.)
You might not want to leave. I don’t know about any of you but I accept that ultimately I just wasn’t good enough. I did this to myself. That’s how it started and if I had the ability no one would have been able to get anywhere near me let alone help in my decline. When you blame yourself and not the world taking it out on someone or something else is not satisfying. I’m not an idiot. I know that I’ve lost all chance and it could not have been avoided.
Duke-maybe you are good enough. I find your posts incredibly insightful and I really like what you have to say. I always feel like I’m worthless and no one would even care if I died but maybe I am just using the wrong people’s standards. Don’t get me wrong-I’m still miserable as hell and I know I’m impossible to be around and I don’t have friends because I’m too needy and too depressed and no one wants to listen or hear it. I’m cynical and frustrated and suicidal but somehow just hearing some of the things people here say makes me think maybe I’m not worthless. Maybe I’m just a mess like everyone else here but maybe I just need to find the right company. I don’t know how to do that because I’m terrified of people and evertime I trust someone they hurt me more than the last person. But I don’t know. I just like what you say.