its not suicide but ill be dead regardless

im spirilaing out of my mind, im being accused of something i havent done, all my family is in on it and hint at how im going to be killed, it has something to do with gangbangers and there going to be paid to take me out, all i know is im going to get beat to death with a hammer, there telling me things like gods going to sort me out, god has a special plan for me,little hints that something definetaly not rights going to happen, a family memper keeps watching wizards of waverdly place and blares the intro super loud, everything is not what it seems, my little brother keeps playing with his toys and he say things like your not my friend we all hate you, were going to stomp your face in my grandpa told me he had a dream were his stepson got beat to death by two thugs with a wrench, he laughed at this and told me ive never had a dream like this but he never finishes his work thats what he gets, im really scarred because i know my times coming my parents are going to use me one last time then there gonna have me butchered, i need help i dont want to yet and if i do go i atleast want to be heard, im desperate i need to get my info out any questons ill answer them im