This is the second time I’ve told someone. Someone that is close to me. My boyfriend. He told me he didn’t like my attitude, and that it was crappy. He told me that I changed. When really I thought I could show my true self. I told him that I was sorry and that I would go back to pretending my life was perfect and that nothing was wrong. His words, “thank you”. Never again will I tell anyone that I thought cared. I wish I was dead. I can’t do this anymore. The person I should’ve been able to trust most. I’m letting go…of everything.
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Of course you feel terrible.
His response to your heartfelt intimate sharing was exactly the wrong one!
But don’t give up, don’t give in.
Often our romantic partners aren’t the best ones to help us get through these scary thoughts and feelings.
Yes you still need to tell someone, but you need someone trustworthy, with inner strength and boundaries, a Mentor.
Someone to stay with you through thick and thin, not a love interest, a Mentor.
Healing with the help of a Mentor can take the pressure off your love life and help make your relationships better.
You deserve much more.
It’s time to fight your way out of the Black Velvet Curtain that hides you.
We can’t be there to hug you, to hold you while you cry out the pain in safety so we ask that you help us do this for you.
Help is looking for you, even now.
Peace
If I was him I would have said “thank you” a couple of sentences before, when you told what you have inside. Maybe the people here aren’t phisically close to you, but they’re more than close.
at least you have someone who will even consider your mood changes. your lucky in my book. imagine having nobody. parents are gone and your a loner at school who is bullied all the time.