hopefully 2012 will fulfill this wish. I JUST NEED TO RANT k? I wish I could be abducted by aliens an be taken away to their planet where things might actually make the least bit of sense. I clearly don’t belong on earth. People seriously miind blow me. I wish to be alone or with alike people. I don’t get myself or anything, Actually I only get myself, I dont ‘get’ other people. I don’t want to do much, i don’t know where to start, nothing gives me fulfillment because it just seems so insignificant to the whole universe, yet its funny how I can’t use that train of thought to pull myself together to not be such a coward. I wish I could fine someone who understands. I don’t even know what Im saying, I just love getting my thoughts out. I am so unique you wouldn’t even imagine, there is no one like me. I hate my thoughts, the screw me over. I am always paranoid. I am screwed. I dislike the concept of time. I wish things could be simpler with no technology and just let nature take its course. I have always been paranoid. I have always felt different from other people. They get satisfied/impressed so easily, I couldn’t even tell you.
I don’t know why i am still here, probably because I love myself way to much to let life **** me over. Whatever though. What does anything matter at the end of the day. I am exhausted , no amount of sleep could tap it.I don’t know what other people have that I don’t. But what ever it is, that’s the genetic combination i was drawn, and that’s how its going to be. It is unfair, and there’s nothing you can do. I am a truth seeker, and demand to know the ultimate truth.
I guess I will continue guessing what to do with myself in this ‘thing’ called life.
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Woah, are you me?!
Hating technology and wanting to drop how society ‘works’, hating/feeling alienated form other people, wanting to find the truth behind all the superficial-ness of the world…
Yeah, seriously, are you me? Because if so, I’ve been waiting 21 years to meet you, *waves* hi!
So unique nobody gets what the hell your on about, right? Who cares about life, it’s really just a load of silly traditions, superstitions and rules that no other animal or life-form follows?
I want to be abducted by aliens (have since I was a kid). Humans make no sense, and they act like YOU’RE crazy when you question them or try to look at something from an outside/different viewpoint.
So, perhaps we’re both insane, aliens, changelings or maybe we’re just real
people/intelligent beyond belief. Either way it’s great to meet you and I hope there are more people like us out there, let’s form a club; ‘anti-humans; pro-intelligence/aliens’.
I’m sure it would be a hit.
Or spawn some lame action film.
*from, *you’re; my apologies for failing at spell-checking my own comments.
Woah are YOU me?
Thanks , you just gave me another reason to live, knowing I am not the only sane one. <3