I’m hurting so much and no one seems to care. I just wanna give up. I’m done with living in HELL. i cant take it anymore
I quit my job about a month back bc the manager kept blaming shit on me or twisting my words around to get me in trouble. i couldnt do it anymore plus I had another job lined up. well of course nothing goes  right for me the other job fell through and I didnt recieve a call back. of course i should of known that but I was actually thinking things would ge t better. Well so i decided to apply at the same job i had but a different location, well talke to the boss and they cant re hire people whoquit. I just fucking give up thats why i wanna fuckin die because i can never win. Im sick of fucking trying and not getting anywhere. No one will actually listen or see when i quit. I’m sick of everything being my fault. Just like fiance not even 20 m ins ago getting pissed at me bc it sounded like i had an attitude bc im a failure .. yea, no.. I cant do this shit anymore, im done im offing myself. I dont know when and I dont know how yet. BUT ITS GOING TO  HAPPEN. I cant take being told im such a fuck up i cant. Im sick of working my ass off and have nothing to show for it.. Im sick and tired of it… whatever im fucking done im done im done im done !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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You can change your “hell” whenever you want, just WANT to change it.
Cause if you really WANT something, you will eventually GET it.
Choose how you want to feel which is good…focus on it. The more you practice that focus, the better you’ll feel, then the more you practice the better you’ll get at it, then the better you’ll feel…when you make that your main focus over time, your mind only attracts good feeling thoughts which produce good feeling feelings….Just make the choice that that’s what you’re going to do and practice practice practice….In this moment you’ve unconsciously practiced yourself into a negative state…not your fault, no need to worry about it…this is encouragement, so if you can practice one thing and get good at it, you can go the other way that is service of you feeling good and master it! We only want things because we think we will feel better in the having or doing of it…so circumvent all the action and in your mind make the choice to feel good. YOu can’t get it wrong. Take care, and good luck!
@dunkelheit That’s complete bullshit.