Lately I’ve been getting very sharp pains in my chest. It only occurs when I think about bad things people have said or done to me (a lot). Today, in particular, was a really bad day. Considering I’m that cheery friendly girl, I can’t break down and cry at school because I’m suppose to be strong. Although I almost broke 3 times. I can’t take this. My friend has been cutting herself for a month but stopped. Everyone just pushes me around. The pain is so piercing that I can’t breathe. It’s been happening a lot. The tears are almost impossible to hold back. It hurts, a lot. I know it’s unhealthy to bottle things up, but I don’t think I can hold it all in. And I know most things that get screwed up are because of me. It’s all my fault. And I don’t want to mess up anymore lives. I’m trying to hold on. But I don’t know how much longer I can take it.
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i am the kind of girl that never cry in school too, i feel bad when im at home, where i am with me and no one else, but i always think that there always a rainbow after the rain, its just a moment in my life that i hope it never come back.
you can talk to me if you have anything to say, this can help a lot to relax and take out all the problems that are pushin you, pushing us