Okay so my bestfriend Jack is dating Brooke. He knows I’ve cut, he helps me through it. He makes me feel special in every way imaginable and I couldnt live without him. He chose her over me though. Shes better than me, smaller, skinnier, prettier, better looking, everything more than me… I just want to be loved. Why me though? Why cant he realize I love him.? Why does he do this to me? My brother attempted suicide, he’s depressed, Im seeing a therapist because I found him on the couch half dead, my step mom just had a baby, Im cutting, my mom is an ass, and they are fighting for my custody. and all of this happens to me.
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First of all, she isn’t better than you. She’s different than you are. Don’t EVER believe that anybody is better than you, alright? Everyone is unique and special in their own way. As for Jack, does he know how you feel? He might just see you as a friend. Maybe if you try talking to him about it, he’ll get the hint. But for now, he’s in a relationship and you should respect that he’s happy with somebody. If things don’t work out between him and Brooke, you should tell him how you feel. Let him know how much he means to you and make sure that he realizes how much you truly care about him. I hope everything works out alright for you.