i was pretty when i was little and now i am just ugly. it doesnt matter how many times someone says “your pretty” it has never stuck to me. i have and always felt ugly. it kills me because i think no guy will like me. I am one of the girls a guy will have sex with just to do it not to care about them but just fuck someone that’s one reason why i wont do it.
i hate this feeling. i honestly feel like i will be lonely forever. every time a get a boyfriend they dump me right b4 a holiday i thought it was because they couldnt get me anything but i think it was because they just didnt want me around there family because i was ugly.
my last boyfriend has some mean friends and they would try and make me feel like shit or ugly. someone ones told him “he could do better than me”. you don’t know how much that hurt. will theses feelings ever go away. will i ever feel pretty. will i ever have a boyfriend that really loves me. ………. the truth is no i will never have any of that.
it hurts that i have come to realize i will never have a good life.
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Well, rarely do I see a more striking case of being surrounded by assholes.
Those who hurt you this way have already lost, for they’ll never be able to truly give themselves, their identity is weak and fear will forever be their companion.
I see hope, in how you still hope, if weakly, for better. You haven’t been beaten into believing being treated this way is all there is.
Stay soft, be yourself.
Or something *shrug*
thank u. my life has been one hard thing after another i dont tell people that i hate the way i look because they say its silly that i look pretty but i have never felt it or i should say i haven’t in a log time.
They’re shallow and they’ll go through life in meaningless relationships. Meanwhile you’ll find someone who isn’t superficial and loves you and thinks you’re absolutely perfect the way you are.
haha i really wish that would happen. i just dont see it yet.
I also think I am ugly. Some people say that to me, but others say the opposite, propably because they are friends or family.
Lets do a thing. Send me a picture and I send mine. No perv thing, just photo of the face
If anyone wants to my email is lucianamarques3733 @ gmail dot com