I’m fourteen years old and i hate my life so much. I just want to die, i don’t belong here. I don’t deserve to be alive. Basically everyone at my school hates me. I feel like my family don’t even care about me and i just can’t handle this anymore.
I’m completely head over heels in love with this guy at my school, and absolutely hates me. My life just sucks, i fail at everything, i screw everything up. I”M JUST SO STUPID!
I’ve tried committing suicide many many times. I tried not too long ago, like a few minutes ago. I seriously can’t handle this much longer. I’ve been hated pretty much all my life, and by people that don’t even know me. It’s quite pathetic if you ask me, but hey… NO ONE ASKS ME, NO ONE EVER LISTENS TO ME! I’m just sick of this shit! Seriously. I’ve had enough and the only way to end my pain is to end my life.
I don’t care if people think this is silly, because if you had my life, you’d understand why i just don’t want to be here anymore.
So good bye to everyone. Have a good life, i wish i had had a good life. But it’s too late for me. Goodbye.
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I felt like this when i was around your age all i wanted was someone to listen to me, someone to offer comfort, someone that cared basically. If you need to talk about problems i don’t mind listening.
We will listen to you. The fact that people are jerks is a fact, and because you are a kid, you cannot just up and leave. When you are on your own, you will be able to find new friends and avoid people who cause you trouble. Right now you are just stuck with it. But death is permanent. Being young is temporary. Wait it out. Write us. It’s not too late for you.
High school can be a cruel place, its not an indication of what the rest of your life will be like.
There are people here who will listen and talk to you. One day you will be truly happy. That day is worth living for
The author to this post really touched my heart. I feel the exact same way and i’m glad that u shared ur thoughts because now i know that there is someone who feels the way i do. i hope you get thru ur problems but to be honest. its hard.. its hard to handle all the problems. i also feel stupid, and i feel like im a disappointment to my family. i really wanna try to get thru the problems but its too difficult and the easy way is to escape by committing suicide. but in my heart i feel that suicide is not a solution. its more like a way of saying i give up. and at times like these you and i need to stay strong and work on it. we need to give it some time and hope for a better future. i feel ur pain, and i pray u get thru ur hardships.
I’m 14 as well & I feel the same way you do. Don’t lose hope though, I’m always here to talk!!
Hun, you’re so young. You can’t die, not for those bastards anyway. You’ve got too much life in you (as I can tell from the post). Believe me, I’ve been in your situation many times, and I promise you that even if it doesn’t get better at school, the Internet is always here to welcome you. You can talk to me anytime. My email’s khc012393@yahoo.com, if you need me.