It’s sitting right up there on the table… i know the second i pick it up ill put it to my head. it’d be so easy everyone’s asleep and it’s already loaded, it’s impossible to resist… just want that gun in my face so i can pull the trigger to finally be at peace, to have a bullet in my brain… it’s all i wish… help
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God man. If I had a gun I would’ve been dead a long time ago. So tempted to buy one.
the only thing holding me back is cause of i’m going camping tomorrow
thats good something is holding u back i would hope u can find a reason to hold back all together.
thanks… but i wish i didn’t i can’t stand life anymore i hate it, it’s just full of bullshit
i agree, but things do get better with time. dont throw your life away now and NEVER get it back i think u should find hope even if its really small just some hope to keep pushing through.
i wish i could see something but the universe has blinded me, i almost can’t see…
hmm im sorry. it will get better u gotta know that but for me things always seem to get worse before they get better but things in life do work out its ganna be miserable but than there will be an event down the road you’ll be thankful for not giving up. thats why i believe u should hang in there even if its by a thread
Wow you have pretty good self control I woulda done it along time ago. I’m glad you found a reason to keep breathing for another day!
You need to find that reason everyday! (i can give advice but i don’t take my own)
I’m sorry I don’t want to make light of your post but “I can’t kill myself I’m going camping tomorrow”. maybe the funniest thing I have ever heard on this site!
stay safe
@fakingit same here things always get worse for me and i kinda do feel like that there will be a big event at the same time its like its never going to happen but your right if i could find one thread… thanks
@evilbritbrat it’s alright i can see why it’s funny… it’s just that i love camping and being in the mountains
I think its a good reason to stay alive. My reason is I love going to church and being in the presence of The Almighty God, Jesus. So I live to Sunday & Wednesday of each week. You can make it past this point in your life. Maybe find a hobby or a group perhaps a bowling team, sumthing that recurres in your life that you live for. I believe in you and have faith that ur life will get better. You have a group here on this site that believes in you and that loves you. Your friend! 🙂