I am the scum of the earth. I hear it every day from my ex. I valued her opinion more than anything and she is always right. Today she is going on a date with a man. Something I could never be for her because I wasn’t born that way. Even though I don’t want to be male, I would have become one of those manly lesbians, for her. But it wasn’t enough. I NEED to kill myself TODAY. I can not handle the pain of her going out with someone else. It hurts so fucking bad I can’t take it. This isn’t all. The rest of my life is shit and always has been as well. But I can’t live without her.
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Don’t give up please! I know how hard it is but don’t give up!!
I have no interest in going on. I am honestly looking for other people who feel the same way and want to talk. But thank you for trying. I know you must have overcome some things if you are on this site and if you can say that enough to go on..well I’m glad that you are better. If that makes sense. But again, I am looking for others who are serious about getting out.
I really understand how you feel…I’m still thinking about suicide
My life is pitiful
Are you anywhere near Chicago by any chance? I don’t really want to do this alone.
No,unfortunetly I’m not 🙁
2013…. someone?