I want to say I am looking for a way out I make everyone miserable ,I am waiting for spinal fusion op ,I am an emotional cripple as well as physical ,I try to do my best to help round the house with limited mobility ,I am not interested in women I think I am( a )sexual,I don’t like intimacy or touching ,I have told my wife ,she wants me to leave or kill myself so I am considering this option ,we are in debt up to our eyes,so I said let me get better and get back to work and then I can go ,but that’s not good enuf NOW she said I really feel the only way out is death but an accident so she is left ok ,I can’t stand it anymore !!!!!
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Have the operation.
Get better.
Then decide.
It’s not your wife’s choice, it’s yours.
Good luck!
Thank you I just hope she has the patience to wait ,and then I think it may be better to go our separate ways I will sleep on it
If you wife is so impatient as to want you “dead or gone”, she doesn’t warrant the benefit of your death being an “accident” … whatever you choose, do what’s best for YOU first, if that means leaving or dying then do so in a way that is best for you …. your wife has got o be one of the most callous and selfish people I’ve ever heard of. She doesn’t deserve any considerations after you “sacrifice” yourself for her happiness.
in other words … what Guardian said.
take care of number one first
dawg
Thanks for your kind words I will sleep on it 😞