Many people think that suicide is a joke or it’s a way for people to get attention but that’s not true at all..I feel the great pain that it puts on you. I hate my life. I have horrible grades, and im soo stupid, i dont have any friends or anyone that cares abt me. i have no one to talk to abt how i feel. i cant even kill myself cuz i just cant do it. but the pain i feel is soo great that i dont know what to do. im such a disappointment to my parents and i keep hearing that im not trying hard enough in school and that im over confident with things i do..when the truth is that i feel worthless. i feel like im a burden on my family and that i have no furture, no talent, no purpose to live. im nothing.
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You’re still young, your life is only just beginning, take this time to reflect on the feelings you’re having and try to resolve them, that’s more important, you can get grades and qualifications at any time in your life, but your mental health has to come first. You’re not worthless, no one is. Tell your parents you’re having a hard time at school and find it hard to keep up, maybe they will understand. You’ll find a purpose soon enough, just keep looking.
thanx, ur comment means alot to me. i read ur post and i see that uve been thru a lot as well. it feels nice to know that ther are people who feel the way u do. To be honest, im not at a state of commiting suicide. i was, but now i just wanna get thru the hardships. im tired of losing and giving up on myself and i feel that by not killing myself i wont be giving up. i feel like im winning this battle because of that and thats wuts keeping me strong and hopeful. the only problem is that i still feel the pain of being worthless. but ur comment somewut healed it. so thanx
No matter what you are not worthless. You’re young, and a lot of people don’t even have a purpose by the time they’re 20. And a lot of times, people change/find new purposes, find new talents and gain new skills, as they get older. You still have a lot of time to find yourself. Just tell your parents you are trying hard enough, maybe try finding a tutor or ask for academic help online. Maybe try talking to your school counselor. Even if you feel you are a disappointment to your parents, everybody disappoints their parents in some way, big or small, and it’s not your purpose in life to please them 100% of the time. What matters is, you’re trying. Also, even if your grades aren’t as great as you’d like them to be, there’s always time to improve them, it’s not the end of the line if they’re bad right now.
You’re welcome, stay as strong as you are now and face your problems while it’s still early and you’ll be a better person for it. good luck.
i have my finals (Highschool semester Grade test) this coming week. i just hope i do good on it. Im studyin like crazy so hopefully i can still pull off a good grade. i just need to push my problems aside and study hard this week..cuz honestly its hard to study and work with all these thoughts in my head. but from reading other peoples posts and ther problems…i now understand how simple my situation is compared to thers…..my problems are far more easy to solve.. thanxs for all the advices…i dont think ill need this account anymore…cya and i pray that ur problems will be solved:)
p.s. im saying bye cuz i think ill get thru this…not cuz im ganna try to commit suicide or something like that. (just wanna make that clear) thanks again bye:)
Good to hear you think you can cope and get through your exams, i hope you do well. I failed most of mine by not realizing how i could change and make the right choices and i’ve regretted it ever since. You can do anything with your life, just enjoy it. Good luck!