I want to disappear. To end it all.
Suicide is always somewhere in my mind. I thought of many ways: Hanging, Stabbing my self and Jumping. And 2 years ago I almost jumped off a bridge. But I couldn’t. I was afraid. Afraid of dying. Afraid of hurting the people that care about me. Â But most of all afraid that noone would remember me.
Everything keeps getting worse, Rumours of things i’ve never done. People distancing themselves from me. People calling names, throwing stuff, bullying me. It gets worse everyday. And no one helps me or is it no one cares. My mind has been set now, I’ve already written my suicide note. Â But i’m still afraid. Afraid that no one will care…..
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I’m sure someone would miss you, most likely your family and lets face it, they’re the only people that really matter anyway. About the bullying, look into taking some Krav Maga classes. It’s an Israeli self defense and street fighting technique that can be mastered in just a few months. Then the next time you get bullied kick their ass. If you’re not up for that grab a chair, baseball bat, piece of rebar or even a brick and smash their face in.
Hey Angel.
Yup, we all want to be remembered. But more importantly, remembered for GOOD things.
I am not gonna bs you. I dont know you. I do not know if I like you or if i do not like you. Just like you could like me as a friend or you make think I am a total jackass (which I can be).
But, I HOPE you will at least talk to me. I hope you will not give in to the haters of the world. I hope you will find a way to make your corner of the world a nicer person for the NICE people out there.
Feel free to talk anytime – I am here. gbguy1970 at yahoo
embrace your fears
I care!Please stay strong!I try to do so, too