Lonely and wanna help. I’m gonna be honest I can’t focus long enough to read long posts… SO if ANYONE wants to talk, email me. PLEASE… I’ve thrown my problems out at people enough and I’m going to listen to everyone else’s now. I wanna see how much I can handle, gonna be dead soon anyways. Here to listen… as long as I *am* here…
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gonna be dead soon???
Ummm – no offense – but i dont think you are in the position to help anyone if that is your mindset.
I can help -.- I have been helping. it’s amazing to me how I helped so well without them knowing all the shit I went through that day -.- I can help and I… dammit… forget it I’m the most pathetic one here… I don’t know how I can be SO strong for others but not for myself… I’m falling… it hurts…
How are you going to be gone soon
you mean dead? How o you think?…
Why tell other people not to kill themselves when your going to
a lot of people here want to die but still try to be there and encourage others to find themselves. I am so over sensitive to other people that I can’t hendle that there’s so much bad stuff in the world… knowing that will never go away. But I will try to help anyone I can while I’m here
honestly I don’t feel like talking to you right now nba -.- I have enough of you in my brother -.- maybe I shouldn’t have posted… I should stop coming on here… -.- just another bug on you guys… Guess I’ll be going then? -.- I’m really sorry… Now I feel smaller than before… Gotta stop beating myself up so much but I can’t help but assume how you guys think of me. I know I’ve probly got it all wrong but can’t stop… fuck it… Just blame me for anything bad that happens in your lives…
What last night you said you did
Please don’t listen to NBA you really can help people still if you wish. He’s just a moron who comes on here to kick people whilst they are down to make his own pitiful life seem better. Stay strong and ignore him! I’m willing to talk/listen if you want me to.
Everyone leave my best friend alone! You’ve got me Dawn <3
@Dawn: you have a good heart. Don’t leave for other people, live for them. You have that in you. There are people out there who care (I’m one).
I have never kicked while she was down so fuck off
So in this post Dawn hasn’t been here looking for help and you haven’t just belittled her? She wants to help and her situation should not affect that. You always kick people when they are down!
Yeah I think I had a run with you a while ago one someone else’s post nba -.- but I don’t remember for sure.
@orangish-I can’t help but live for other people. Sometimes people say I should live for myself, but I just can’t. The two people I seriously live for both almost killed themselves in the same night… I stayed up almost all night with them untill they were ok… and that was the same day I got in a little fight with LB and thought he hated me. It killed me to think that. And the same day My mom and stepdad were fighting and he threw the trash can and then later I had to sit with my mom and watch her cry over it… All happened in the same night… -.- WAY too fast for me.
@Dip- Thanks -.- <3
@Darkpheonix- lol and thanks… I kno a lot of you are here to listen and I usually am too, but maybe I've taken on too much responsibility?
I’ve got problems. They moon will be full soon.
@Dawn: I know, and I wish I could do something to help other than just talk here. I have a friend whose niece is going through the same kind of thing right now, and I’m helping my friend fight to get her out of that situation because nobody else will stand up and do anything about it. If it wasn’t for other people, I’d have killed myself or wandered off into the wilderness a long time ago. Cats help too. And ducks. And stuff.
Try to stay strong. Use your experience to feed your empathy. At least until you can get out.
I didnt belittle dawn
@donnieblackqwert; you are not a highlander lycanthrope.
I wanna get away from my brother and I will soon but unfortunately that means going back to my grandparents… But I want to go to job corp to get away from them and my grandma wants me to stay in school (probly so she can keep using me -.-) And I’ve never stood up for myself, but I CAN’T let her use me anymore… I think it’s all gonna go to hell when I get back, and honestly I’d rather just die than anything… can’t stop thinking about how easy it would be ti put a bullet through my head -.-
@Dawn hold out. Look how old are you.? How old is your brother. Soon er or later One of you will move out. Wait it out. As for me. The full moon come’s around once more.
I’m 16 and I’m leaving next Monday to go back to VA, I’m not gonna see my brother for a long time after nxt Monday. I hope I don’t see him for years…
@NBArules clearly Dawn, myself and a lot of others see it differently and if you re read your post I think you’ll find that you did!
@Dawn please don’t do anything like that. You are a nice, kind person and you are clearly well liked by people on here. Excluding a certain sports enthusiast. Your family can not control or use you, you are your own person. You might feel like you can’t stand up for yourself but you can. Follow your dreams and your own mind, do not allow them to do it. Please if they do make you feel like that it you feel like you can not carry on then please contact me and talk to me and I’ll try my best to help you, if you want me to. Just ask and I’ll give you my email
If you tell me what i said then i will know
I’d like that… I’d like to have your email… Part of that when I posted this my brother was being a jerk and I started to breack again but I kinda held myself up. Couldn’t have done it without you guys tho… thanks.. <3
@NBA do you have an inability to read? That would explain a lot!
@Dawn my email is burnley.boy@hotmail.co.uk email me any time and I’ll try my best to get back to you as soon as I can, work permitting.
@nbarules- honestly you didn’t say anything wrong. I promise it’s fine. It’s just that I’ve seen how you can be and I was so close to breaking down at one wrong word and I really just thought you might make me feel worse, but you didn’t. It’s ok.
If i made you feel bad im sorry
Oh and i emailed you
Got ur email and it’s fine you did no harm here. 🙂