ive noticed a few posts on here about who will be hurt when you kill yourself. for me when i feel suicidal i have now past the point of thinking of anyone else, my pain gets so intense, i even think they would be better of without me. the thing is you have to live for yourself, if you live for somoneelse you will never be happy.
focus your energy on LIVING, make plans for your future for things you LOVE, wheather it be a job, a person, a food ANYTHING! try to stop planning your death when the thoughts come into your head and think about the things you want to accomplish, try to put them into action.
i am suicidal, i have and am trying to do this, planning my future, thinking about living and planning about living instead of dying, it helps, you get some sort of joy back into your life. i am still deppressed i dont deny that, i still want to die often, but life is different now. i want to get to a place where everything is not a living hell, i know i will slip up and it will be hard but i want the challenge, i dont really know how to express this new mind set i am gaining properly, it is one of fighting. if anyone needs somone to talk to i am here!
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I have reflected the same sentiment in some of my own replies to posts. Nice.
I believe we want to live actually, & that includes not being in a physical body which is okay. Many people are at this stage now, & there is a negative stigma attached to it. If that is someone’s individual choice none of us can quantify the length of someone’s life & what is best for them, & I feel it is a self loving & positive thing to take the action of releasing one from their own pain. It’s our judgement about it that’s the issue.
So with encouragement, know your intentions are positive, & things will work out for you in every decision you make, because they are meant to. We may not always be able to perceive this, but this is truth for me. Cheers!
ok .. but what if there’s nothing you are interested in accomplishing ?
what if the words dream, goal, passion are no longer a part of your world (even when you aren’t depressed) ?
what if life just feels like a sequence of MUSTs?
why should i care about others? If they had cared about me in the first place i wouldnt be depressed and suicidal today so fuck the world
At a certain point you become imbibed with the power to alter another’s outlook. Though you felt nobody provided you with beneficial influence, you are given the choice to continue the unsympathetic cycle or to start a new and better one.
I love this… Thank you! 🙂
thats how it feltfor a long time for me, i dont knw but something happened and i found something i love, so im working for it, i cant speakl for everyone, its just what has helped me.
thats what im saying, you dont need the guilt trip of somone else to stop you or make you do something, it should be doen for you and only you.