Keeping hopes up is hard. But I think that’s the one of the things, that keeps me here. Well today I made some exams, because the school terapist saw me sad and talk to me. I just broke in tears and I told her the hole story. Well because of that i did E x a m s today. They were weard. She made me write some stories, and i painted my family and I did a quiz. Well at the end of the day. I don’t know what to expect. The only thing that i know is that i love beeing alone. And i think that that’s the only way for keeping away from fighting with my parents. For today I can just say, well here I’m.