Hello there, i carnt beleive I found this web page on suicide, ive tried a number of times mainly O.Ds and failed and ended up on sections at my local mental hospital. I am desperate to die but like robbie said dont want a painful death or one that can go wrong and me end up a cabbage unable to take my own life. I am in the UK, any help would be appreciated. I have just ordered that Exit book, I dont need help of any kind, im sure of what I want, its just getting there.
I’ve heard a lot about that book. I really wanna get it :/ Well I’m not here to help you go, I’m here to listen. What has lead to your decision to end your life? And yeah OD is not a reliable method -.-
I can relate. Have tried a few times (propane, car exhuast, suffocation etc) but chickened out. Dont want pain or the feeling of being disoriented. Local laws make this an up hill battle. I am beginning to think that those who succeed are the ones who reach the I dont care point or else they just get lucky.
Many years of being unhappy basicly and feeling alone, I know some people say or do things for attention, but I just want to die, end of really. Ive ordered that book and hopefully ill take it from there and succeed this time.
I know it sounds sad but i am very alone now, over the years i have become adrift from everyone, and I am actually alone now. My family consist of just my mum and dad, there elderly (im 37) and carnt cope anymore with the pressure of me, meaning my attempts at taking my own life. The next time I will suceed, i am doing the helium hood one, ive bought most of the equipment now, just need to make sure ive got everything right and trial run it a few times, to make sure there are no mistakes, that will be the end of my suffering. my mum and dad will get on ok, its selfsih but i carnt worry about them, im the one living in hell, of a existance not them. I carnt have anymore botched attempts and end up on a section again, this time i must succeed. Thanks for offering help, but i am beyond help!!
I beleive that too, ibe envided people in the past who succeed, but I do know O.D is not the way to go, i seem invinsible, if you only knew what I had taken in the past. The helium hood method is the way to go…
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Hello there, i carnt beleive I found this web page on suicide, ive tried a number of times mainly O.Ds and failed and ended up on sections at my local mental hospital. I am desperate to die but like robbie said dont want a painful death or one that can go wrong and me end up a cabbage unable to take my own life. I am in the UK, any help would be appreciated. I have just ordered that Exit book, I dont need help of any kind, im sure of what I want, its just getting there.
I’ve heard a lot about that book. I really wanna get it :/ Well I’m not here to help you go, I’m here to listen. What has lead to your decision to end your life? And yeah OD is not a reliable method -.-
I can relate. Have tried a few times (propane, car exhuast, suffocation etc) but chickened out. Dont want pain or the feeling of being disoriented. Local laws make this an up hill battle. I am beginning to think that those who succeed are the ones who reach the I dont care point or else they just get lucky.
Many years of being unhappy basicly and feeling alone, I know some people say or do things for attention, but I just want to die, end of really. Ive ordered that book and hopefully ill take it from there and succeed this time.
Well if your mind is made… We can still talk while you’re here 🙂 What’s your family like? I mean if you don’t mind talking about it.
I know it sounds sad but i am very alone now, over the years i have become adrift from everyone, and I am actually alone now. My family consist of just my mum and dad, there elderly (im 37) and carnt cope anymore with the pressure of me, meaning my attempts at taking my own life. The next time I will suceed, i am doing the helium hood one, ive bought most of the equipment now, just need to make sure ive got everything right and trial run it a few times, to make sure there are no mistakes, that will be the end of my suffering. my mum and dad will get on ok, its selfsih but i carnt worry about them, im the one living in hell, of a existance not them. I carnt have anymore botched attempts and end up on a section again, this time i must succeed. Thanks for offering help, but i am beyond help!!
I beleive that too, ibe envided people in the past who succeed, but I do know O.D is not the way to go, i seem invinsible, if you only knew what I had taken in the past. The helium hood method is the way to go…
Prayers for peace to you and your family.
I’m sorry for all you’ve been through to bring you to make this decision and I hope you find peace on the other side <3