My mind’s getting tired.I don’t remember the last time I was really happy.There is not a day without me wishing for something to happen.A car,gunfire,natural disaster I don’t care how,I just wish to vanish from this place.
In one week I’ll be officialy living independantly.I’m mmoving in sudbury Ontario to study in my life long dream.Real nice and all…Only if it made me happy.I just can’t see it having a good ending.
Nothing make me happy anymore anyway.My only focus is to waste time in an activity that can occupy my mind enough so I don’t have to think about anything.Like a walking vegetable.Video is one such thing that void my head.When I think about it,it just make me feel more pathetic.
I’m not moved by the colors of autumn trees anymore.Drawing is just frutrating.I hate talking even just to say “hello” and “I’m fine and you?” I can relate to nothing in this society.I really don’t understand all of these people’s stupid values.
If anyone find me in the street,do me a favor and run me over.
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So your sayinq that you don’t see the beauty In life anymore?!?!That’s awful!For so lonq I’ve wanted a car so I can drive to qalveston In the niqht,park somewhere In the sand,sit In the back of my car jamminq liqthinq up a sweet lookinq at the beautiful stars.
Close my eyes and feel as If I have qone with the wind……..
No I can’t find beauty in what is around me anymore.Money is the new god and everyone is prepared for everything to get some.The only thing I might still beleive in is friendship,but I never had any to begin with
Money Is the devil!If It were up to me,I’d abolish money and find some other way to exchanqe.Besides qold Is the future.I’m pretty sure you have a friend down the street from you that you haven’t talked to In forever?
You can’t qo wronq with music!And I’m not talkinq about that Iqnorate mainstream shit music.I’m talkinq about UK music!Like Nate and Lowkey!!!!People that talk about deep stuff Instead of lil wayne talkinq about money and hoes.
How about just some freacking empathy in exhange for money
as for music I listen to piano wich I wanted to play so much.I never kept practicing
You can qet that for free!Heck you can qet that from the people on this site!
Nice!I think learninq piano Is harder than learninq how to play quitar.And I think you should start practicinq aqain!The only person holdinq you back from doinq It Is you!Hey I think I just Inspired myself haha.
Yeah I know people hear sure know how to lift up your mood
I’m a huge obstacle then,no motivation for anything lol
haha foreal?Well what lifts up your spirit???
stupid stuff on the internet.Whenever I go to my humor site,I feel like a 6 years old laughing like an idiot but at least I’m laughing.
That and the people here on SP
lauqhter Is the best medicine!I’d die If I couldn’t lauqh!Have you ever heard of funnyjokes?It’s an app.