My first thought suicide was when I was really young about 8 years old I tried to slice my wrist open… I am now 14 years old and instead of trying to kill myself anymore I smoke weed to escape… Every now and then I still think of suicide but then I just go and smoke….
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Haha I do the same thinq.The thinq Is my depression came back the week I (tried) stopped smokinq.
Remember that It doesn’t control you,you control It.
It has almost became an Obsession for me… When I’m depressed I fell like I need to smoke.. And I’m all ways depressed.. Even when I’m I happy I know the happienest won’t last forever..
I smoke weed, too. It usually helps, but there comes a point when even smoking doesn’t appeal to me.