I’m DONE!

I Keep waiting, for something to come up or change everything. I’m done. I just want to feel free.To end up all this pain. I just don’t know if it worth waiting this long. Im just wanting to end this. I don’t know what else to do. I have stayed here for so long, just because I  thought I had something else to hold on. Something else to do. Someone else to make happy.
I just feel so lost. I really don’t have any idea of who I’m right NOW. Holding my life on my hands, cuz is just a matter or a second that decides everythimg. So here am. Alone,as always. Writing to everyone. Living a message to those who were on my side someday. To those who I think I need tosay goodbie. Just waiting for that moment to come. I can’t stand another breakdown I can’t this shit anymore. I just want to Die. TO feel FREE to feel alive for just ONE MORE TIME.