Feel like I can’t make it in this world. I’m 19 years old and my family is begging me to stay at home because they know I can’t cope outside…. they’re trying to help me but this is exactly what has ruined me…. not leaving the house and going out for once. I feel pathetic, I can’t live like this anymore .
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if you want to talk to someone who’s family has drive then to insanity for years i think i can definitely relate . email me if you like. socrman11@aol.com
I actually think the best thing to do is go outside if you want to. It actually helps with phobias if you confront it and try. Even if all you do is try something and fail or cry. At least you tried right?
This is about university. I got a place to study away from home, but because I dropped out last year they now want me to study locally instead…. but I’d rather move out because this is a university I really want to go to, and I feel I’m ready. I fucking hate myself for having to be pampered. 19 y/o, turning 20 in 9 months.
I’ve tried to move away twice and failed, and they had to pick up the pieces…
I think I’m going to kill myself, I’m done. Sorry mum for being so pathetic, sorry everybody if you get to read this. My wish is that you continue unburdened without me.
It’s okay. You are gonna virtually smack me for saying this but, “you gotta stop crying, you gotta keep trying” If you really can’t you can try to apply for disability, they might reject you, but if you can prove with medical documentation the severity of you illness they might listen and help you. Then if you move out and you are on disability the government would surely pay your college tuition because they try to encourage people to get off the system and vuwala (sorry can’t spell french) you go to the university and your parents can’t say squat.
Hey, hey, hey it’s okay.
Please still be there 🙁
I didn’t mean to upset you. Are you in England?
The fact that we will be without you burdens us. You aren’t pathetic you are courageous and strong. You’ve made it this far. Another day is always a great accomplishment. :-/
Well, I’m not sure how things work in England but that is how things work in America at least. You see I’ve been unfortunate most of my life so I’ve had to beg from strangers and receive government assistance in order to make and even now in an instant my life can be taken away from me. In what form are you planning to off yourself might I ask? I know we are not supposed to discuss methods on here but it’s only out of curiosity and to make friendly conversation.
How sad, it’s all my fault I took to damn long to respond and now he’s gone.
How could I do that :_( I killed him.
@wordless within: Don’t blame yourself. There’s a good chance that Ekunokin is still with us, and just hasn’t been online for whatever reason (sleep?). Even if he did decide to catch the bus, it would appear that his mind may have already been made up.
I really hope he is just having a nap, though.
May be he is having a nap! He isn’t Dead Hopefully! I know Its Hard.. I m going through same Situation But I don’t Know what To do Exactly.. May be I will Also Die In Few Days Or Month! But I still want to Say that We Get Life only Once! Live It.. Don’t Lose It Please..
Good Luck!!!