I haven’t posted in a while, but please if there’s anyone that can talk to me… I can’t stop crying, and can barely breathe… I am afraid that I lost my best friend… If she dies I will die too… Please, anyone…
Sorry it’s not a really quick response. But I’m here and I’ll talk! Take really deep breath close your eyes and when you are a little bit calmer go wash your face with cool water. Come back whenever you can I’m here. :/
I am afraid that I told my only true friend something stupid and now… I don’t know… I think she may have done something rush… I can’t lose her… If she dies I will die…
Aww well hon first thing first don’t blame yourself. You couldn’t of anticipated how she would handle what you told her. Think hard. Is there anything you can do to find out where she is or anywhere you think you can look based on where she might be. anyone you trust who you can call to help you? You need to stay calm because if something did happen to her you need to be strong for her. But don’t think negatively i’m sure she is fine. Don’t say you will die too because she isn’t going to die. :/ You aren’t going to lose her.
Ok well if you truely believe she might do something you have to let someone else know what’s going on. Maybe not that you’re afraid she will hurt herself but just that you really need to see and talk to her. You Need to calm down because you can’t help her or even you in this situation when you’re a mess. She needs to know that you care and are there for her so if there is nothing else you can do right now try calming down while e-mailing her. maybe she’ll be able to read it. Let her know you care and you’re extreamly sorry. Tell her what you posted. If she goes you feel the need too. That way there is nothing you can say you left unsaid.
She’s a girl I met here, on SP. We have been talking for a while now… I sent her an email yesterday in which I told her that I’m not needed and maybe I should go… Last night I wasn’t home… and when I came back I found 2 emails in which she was extremely desperate… Now she thinks that I don’t want to talk to her anymore. And I’m afraid she has done something… I’ve been crying and praying that she’s ok all day long…
Ok well maybe right now there is nothing you can do but keep praying for her. Maybe she isn’t really doing anything. sometimes when we get upset we don’t want to surround ourselves with what upset us. So for now message her back how you feel and tell her thos things you think she needs to hear. Tell her why you like her so much and tell her you’d miss her beyond belief. Let her know she is important to you. Let her know for sure you most definately still want to talk to her. 🙂 Support is just something we all need sometimes especially on here. So don’t waste time talking to me send her another e-mail and get back to me on what happens! Good luck and i hope in due time ou are both ok. And friends again because friends are great to have. 🙂
I already emailed her 3 times… I just hope she hasn’t done anything yet and she gets to see them… Today is her mother’s wedding and I hope she hasn’t done anything… And thank you… for talking to me and helping me cool down…
You are welcome. I’m glad i could help. I’m sure everything will be fine and you’ll see i think she will really appreciate that you cared that much. So yeah for now sleep. Let life take it’s course and hope for the best. Good luck and sweet dreams don’t stress it be thankful for it! <3 🙂
Yeah if you’ve got sleep in you then it’s a gift. Take it! If today is her mother’s wedding day then I will bet you ten to one that she’s at her mother’s wedding. Depending on what that calls her to wear she may not have room enough to carry a rubber band let alone her cell.
Sleep now. She may not even check mail before going to bed given how crazy weddings are.
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Sorry it’s not a really quick response. But I’m here and I’ll talk! Take really deep breath close your eyes and when you are a little bit calmer go wash your face with cool water. Come back whenever you can I’m here. :/
I am afraid that I told my only true friend something stupid and now… I don’t know… I think she may have done something rush… I can’t lose her… If she dies I will die…
Aww well hon first thing first don’t blame yourself. You couldn’t of anticipated how she would handle what you told her. Think hard. Is there anything you can do to find out where she is or anywhere you think you can look based on where she might be. anyone you trust who you can call to help you? You need to stay calm because if something did happen to her you need to be strong for her. But don’t think negatively i’m sure she is fine. Don’t say you will die too because she isn’t going to die. :/ You aren’t going to lose her.
It’s just so hard to breathe… I’ve been crying all day… I don’t have her phone number or anything… all I have is her email…
Ok well if you truely believe she might do something you have to let someone else know what’s going on. Maybe not that you’re afraid she will hurt herself but just that you really need to see and talk to her. You Need to calm down because you can’t help her or even you in this situation when you’re a mess. She needs to know that you care and are there for her so if there is nothing else you can do right now try calming down while e-mailing her. maybe she’ll be able to read it. Let her know you care and you’re extreamly sorry. Tell her what you posted. If she goes you feel the need too. That way there is nothing you can say you left unsaid.
Also try e-mailing her your other contact information. Maybe she feels just as lost as you and that will give her a place to turn if she goes home.
She’s a girl I met here, on SP. We have been talking for a while now… I sent her an email yesterday in which I told her that I’m not needed and maybe I should go… Last night I wasn’t home… and when I came back I found 2 emails in which she was extremely desperate… Now she thinks that I don’t want to talk to her anymore. And I’m afraid she has done something… I’ve been crying and praying that she’s ok all day long…
Ok well maybe right now there is nothing you can do but keep praying for her. Maybe she isn’t really doing anything. sometimes when we get upset we don’t want to surround ourselves with what upset us. So for now message her back how you feel and tell her thos things you think she needs to hear. Tell her why you like her so much and tell her you’d miss her beyond belief. Let her know she is important to you. Let her know for sure you most definately still want to talk to her. 🙂 Support is just something we all need sometimes especially on here. So don’t waste time talking to me send her another e-mail and get back to me on what happens! Good luck and i hope in due time ou are both ok. And friends again because friends are great to have. 🙂
I already emailed her 3 times… I just hope she hasn’t done anything yet and she gets to see them… Today is her mother’s wedding and I hope she hasn’t done anything… And thank you… for talking to me and helping me cool down…
But I guess that all I can do now is pray and go to sleep… I’ll see what happens tomorrow…
You are welcome. I’m glad i could help. I’m sure everything will be fine and you’ll see i think she will really appreciate that you cared that much. So yeah for now sleep. Let life take it’s course and hope for the best. Good luck and sweet dreams don’t stress it be thankful for it! <3 🙂
Yeah if you’ve got sleep in you then it’s a gift. Take it! If today is her mother’s wedding day then I will bet you ten to one that she’s at her mother’s wedding. Depending on what that calls her to wear she may not have room enough to carry a rubber band let alone her cell.
Sleep now. She may not even check mail before going to bed given how crazy weddings are.