The pain remains

The last words he ever said, were said to me; his little princess, I had been.

I know it has been years but all the pain is still here

and all I bottled up keeps flowing out in never-ending tears.

I’ve used a blade and I’ve used pills but I’m filled with all this fear.

So I keep on breathing, dead and alive at the same time.

All I want is to make it stop, not my life but the feelings

Erase the scars and form real smiles

Because I really do want to stay here for a while.