hi i have just joined 2 days ago and i feel better already. so the real problem is i can’t learn to love others because i don’t love myself. i don’t even know how to receive love. I’m 18 never had a girlfriend and only have kissed a girl once. i lost the chance to tell the love of my life that i like her a lot in high school. I’m in college now. 18 years of not loving myself has gone to shits for my personality. people see me as a immature fuck. so my final question is how do i kill myself without the family knowing or anyone else. do i fake murder myself? or what. don’t try to convince me otherwise. of course ill get over it in time but to much damage has been done already. why would i want to live in a life full of sin and misery with no love. i can’t love, nobody will ever love me. so again how to commit suicide?
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What do you mean when you say you can’t love anyone? Don’t you want to try a little longer? maybe you can work through your problems and find someone who you can love with all your heart. you say you’ve lived a life of sin and misery that sounds like something i woul say. i know how you feel i hate myself to. what sins have you commited? if your anything like me you probably blame yourself for a lot more then you deserve.
There’s no easy way to kill yourself and it’s nearly impossible to convince people that it was an accident or murder besides do you think your family would feel better believing you’d been murdered? i know you said not to try and convince you otherwise, and im not necessarily trying to do that, but please think about it again before being sure that you’ll kill yourself
I am as ugly as it gets bt.i still get my fair share of booty.so ur reasons shouldnt hold up.