So, I guess I’m not worth anyones time. Myex cheated on me with 2 guys… He was stright when we started dating… I hate myself now. I hate the way I make everyone hate me.
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You know i hear so many people on this subject of exs and boyfriends and husbands and girlfriends and wives.I just turned twenty. And ive never had any of that.Youve experienced love wether it was good love or bad love.I often wish to curl up next to someone and feel comfortable.I often wish i had that chance soon.As thoughts of suicide have taken over my life and jumped into my bed.Whenever your in a relationship its often good to remember things dont last forever ecspescially people.The world still moves on.If this guy cheated on you do you think hes thinking of you right now.Do you think he cares and is crying in his room for what he did.No hes not.And your giving him power by letting him know your hurting over him.He has so much power over you even when your possibly not together.Youve got to find your own inner strength.Cause this guys not crying hes laughing over what he did
Straight when you started dating? Puh-lease. This is all on him, not you. If he cheated on you with 2 guys, it’s most probably just because he used you as a beard in the first place, or was too unsure of himself to admit the truth. Or he’s bisexual. In any case, him cheating on you is all HIS fault.
If you MUST date, find someone who really is straight. That oughtn’t be too hard, there are tons of them. I’d dare say there should be at least 1 worth your time. And if not, fuck it.
There is nothing worse than having others make you hate yourself. Because you do see that? You’re not making others hate you, they’re making you hate you.
I agree with Purmi. Obviously it was your ex, who had psychological problems. Don’t let his insecurities become yours. You obviously couldn’t give him what he needed (two penises). I’m sorry he cheated on you, but don’t let it get you down.