So I tried to. Commit suicide a few months ago. I would have been successful with my attempt’ had I not looked out the car window I was hiding in and seen my mom crying trying to find me, so I came out and don’t remember much past that until acouple days latter when i woke hooked to machines. Since then I dream of dieing but can’t put my family through that again but for real, I  don’t think my dad would recover  from my suicide. A part of me wishes my parents would die so I could kill myself’ but for the time being I don’t know what to do, I want to die so bad, but I want to know that they will be okay,  is there anyway to make it look accidental? I’ve thought of a car wreck but I worry I’d just be injured and worse off.
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your mom loves you, from the story you posted.
Please, think twice,if there’s another options than killing yourself..
There is little I haven’t tried, I fact, I don’t know what I haven’t, I still go to weekly therapy, I act happy, but when I close my door and take off the mask, I still am the same
i see there’s a hope still,though its just a tiny one that u’d consider to stay alive. Email me..if u need to talk.
It’s difficult now that you have already attempted it once, and more difficult is that your parents love you. Everyone is wearing masks..
… And masks are wearing us.