today my best friend told me in passing that her and her mother are worried that my friends niece is going to be “just as fucked up as me” if her father doesn’t get his shit together.
guess the people who i considered my family think just as shitty of me as the rest of the world.
i started cutting again. i don’t know if i’m going to stop ever. unless i go that little bit to deep one day.
hell if i’m going to be so “fucked up” might as well live up to the expectations others have for me.
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this shit we all deal with doesnt make us fucked up, we are human beings and dont let the words of theres ever convince u otherwise. i know how you feel, i love the tingling of the knife but its not worth it.also good song
Comparing yourself to other people is never a good idea. You don’t have to conform to the expectations of other people — find your own expectations for yourself and live up to those, instead. Other people are inherently fickle and, well, stupid. Only you can say what’s best for you.