Hi i was a guy suffering from schizophrenia and bipolar disorder from a young age. But i never knew there was treatment available for these problems. Alas i was destroyed completely by the age of 22. i think my few friends understood i was mental and kept giving me positive comments even when i was unintentionaly rude to them. Then i decided to change myself. i went to a martial arts school first. it was useless because the problem was with my mind not my body. Then i turned to Yoga. i tried inventing new methods of meditation. But accidentally i aroused my kundalini. i did not understand what was happening. my body became very unstable from then on. in the end my parents took me to a psychatrist. he prescribed me clozapine and lithium carbonate. ok thanks to him and me for fine tuning my kundalini i have solved 80% of my problems. i am still fighting for a better life. but i am so tired now i just want to end it. i have fought enough battles sufficient for a 100 lifetimes. i just hope i will get some peace after death…..
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What is kundalini??? Dude if you’re tired, just go to sleep. Duh. And no that does not mean sleep as in die. It means sleep as in sleep and wake up later/in the morning.
Hi Shefeek, can you explain more about arousing the kundalini energy … Thanks
Kundalini is an energy thats coiled up like a snake and rests at the bottom of your spine. When awakened it will travel up your spine and reach the top of your head. But its better lelft alone unless u have an expert to guide and prepare ur body for the awakening.
As i already told if u try awakening kundalini like i did without proper training it will be too dangerous. Find an expert kundalini yoga specialist for the proper awakening.
Sorry, i dont want to be a pain in the arse, but are u able to elaborate on how it was a disadvantage to your body, what did it do, etc, i find this subject really interesting, buy understand if you tell me to fu#$ off…
I would also like to know more detail on how if affected you.
what it did to my body…. oh man u dont want to know that.. i will tell u this much it destroyed me completely.. now i have problems with my hands and legs.. they keep jerking of when i try to concentrate on too many jobs at once….. u see there are many channels of energy in our body… if those get disrupted alas ur physical body will not work as u want it to…..
follow this link… http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kundalini
u will understand slowly. some people may deny it. but believe me it exists. i have been taught it very painfully by mother nature….
Thanks very much Shefeek, as if there are not enough physical things already fucking with us, there is this as well..gee pretty tough this being a human !!!!!!!!!
Sooooo….it’s like when your chakra get blocked…..right?
YOu rock, Shefeek!
i dont know whether my chakras are open or closed right now.. but the one thing i definitely know is somethings horribly wrong with the energy systems in my body… and its invisible.. as if tht is some relief..:):)